Freitag, September 07, 2007

Bensch - Sorry

Give me time, air to breathe. I need to go on, won't give in. Cherished our time and learned a lot, but we've been walking way too far on this wrong road. Need my peace and space for myself. Everything's gonna be alright, just don't let anyone ever again treat you the way I did. Sorry for my doings and mistakes. Sorry for the fights and complaints. I wish I could act differently, wish I could relax but it's getting on me. Hate myself for this. Wish I could turn back time and do it otherwise. You don't have to shout anymore, don't have to wake up with troubles. Sorry that I really mean it. Sorry that it's not working anymore. Loved you but it's passed. I've reached a point where I have to go. Sorry that it's not possible anymore. Sorry that I can't be happy with you. Loved you but the love burned away. It has to be, I put an end to it now. I need freedom or I'll suffocate. Have to go out, get away from you. You know I must, so please smile a bit. I see your tears, hear your sobbing. Don't be ashamed, the only shame is that I can't take you in my arms anymore and console you. The feelings are vanished, I really can't get any closer. Sorry that I need to go now. Sorry that I know it's hard. Can't handle your clinging anymore. Believe me, there's another person for you. I'm still young, wanna try my chances, search for more. Need to leave you behind and close this door while I yet ask myself whether there's any love left. Think I got used to you too much. It's destroying everything, I only see what I don't like about you, your faults and flaws. Nothing's good, only negative things. Sorry that I can't get rid of these thoughts. Sorry that I don't want your love. Think we don't have anything to talk about anymore and if, we only get louder and louder. This is not the only reason, but I go now, don't see us as one anymore. D'like to stay but something's pulling me away.
Sorry that the love is gone


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