Silbermond - Symphonie

Silbermond （銀月）・シンフォニー

私たちなんでこんな風になったか言ってくれない？
君は急に見知らぬ人になったんだ
君が抱きしめてくれる時にはなんでもぅ気持ちよくないの？
私たちはどうなるか、もぅ大事なことなくなっちゃったよね
君はどこに行ったの？なかなか見えなくなったんだ
私たちのプライドは立ちはだかるね
全て冒そうとしたんでしょう？お互いを裏切ったかもね
一緒に本当に全てを絶えられるんだと信じてた

シンフォニー・今私たちの周りは静かになってきた
この雨の中に立っててもうなにもあげることはない
君が去っていくのは一番いいかも
私たちはいけないと認め合う時期が来た
もう話し合うことはない
そしてこうして雨が降ると諦める方がましでしょう

そして私たちの間の静かさは深めていく
君の口から出てくる言葉はもう一語も解らない
私たちやってみすぎたかな？
なんで予想できなかったのかな？
これを認めることは難しいことになるでしょう

シンフォニー・今私たちの周りは静かになったんだ
この雨の中に立っててもうなにもあげることはない
私たちは会わないと認め合う時期が来た
もう話し合うことはない
そしてこうして雨が降ると諦める方がましでしょう

私たちはどこかで失敗したんだね
今のままには続けられないもんね
私たちの終わりはもう遠くから書かれた
そしてこれだったんだ、私たちの

シンフォニー・今私たちの周りは静かになったんだ
この雨の中に立っててもうなにもあげることはない
私たちは会わないと認め合う時期が来た
もう話し合うことはない
そしてこうして雨が降ると諦める方がましでしょう

ここにいるよ ・ Soulja

Baby Boy, I'm right here waiting, not going anywhere
You know that I love you, so don't worry
No matter how far apart we are, this heart won't change
You understand what I'm trying to say, right?
I'll wait for you

"This clumsy me and the far-off you
You slipped away without me telling you
what I actually wanted to tell you
What's left of you now are only pictures in an album
Now we can only meet through the cell phone
but I can't see your smile
You're warmth, the scent of your hair
My thirst remains unstilled
In the middle of these on-going days
I desperately searched for your trace
But on this way that we used to walk together
It's the footsteps of me alone resounding
But more important, are you fine? Are you eating properly?"
Shit, I can't say it after all
I'll send it to you next time, this letter of mine

"The words I wanna say to you who I first saw at the Kamakura Beach
surrounded by the waves
It's somehow really sad, I'm a man but yet...
The words just won't come out
Do you remeber? When we went to karaoke, I inserted that song
I actually wanted to tell you those words
that appeared on the monitor
The day we first met only the two of us
We were as excited as we'd just met by chance
I can't forget that smiling you
You understand that I just play around like a storyteller, right?
The words I wanna say.."
Shit, have no place left to write
Sorry, I'll send the next one up for sure

"If I was just a little bit richer, if I just had a more decent job
If I could just sacrifice everything, I would for sure make you...
But please just don't misunderstand
I don't wanna make you feel lonely
Still I'm busy and we can't talk that much
Baby believe, all this is for our future
But to be honest, I want to meet with you right away
Wanna hold you close right now
On this seat where you used to sit right by my side
There is no one anymore
But that's actually not important, that's not what I wanna say
It's late, but what I wanted to say to you all this time"
I'll write them down now and send it up, this unsent letter

"Baby Girl, I'm right here waiting, not going anywhere
You know that I love you, so don't worry
No matter how far apart we are, this heart won't change
I can say it now without hesitation
I don't ever wanna let you go"

SoulJa ft. Thelma Aoyama - Koko ni iru yo
Pic: Graffiti in Switzerland, Zurich, CecCe Areal

愛せずに

緊張して一本に火を付けながら

タバコまた吸い始めたよね
「元気だったの」と
一見して分かると思うけど
俺、あれから丈夫に生きてきたんだ
黙ってて眼を下ろしながら
新しい彼ともう離れたよね
君はいつもこうなっちゃう
長く誰かの側にいられなくて
今でもとても綺麗な顔がしているけど
それには何もの価値がないんだ
だって
君が愛情なんか帯らない
俺へも、誰でもへも
君が愛情なんか帯らない
君を惜しむにはもう意味ないんだ
君が愛情なんか帯らないから
君を忘れる事が難しくなかった
君が愛情なんか帯らないから
絶望した眼で、偽そうな笑顔で
こういう君を見るのは初めて
「また逢えるかな」と
でももう戻られない
君には俺が必要ではない
だって
君が愛情なんか帯らない
俺に対してでも 誰でもに対してでも

Echt - Du trägst keine Liebe in dir

涙の温度

「誰だって皆同じさ・運が悪かっただけさ」と
気休めの言葉の一つなんて何の役にも立たない　そんな夜
抱きしめてあげるよ、この歌で
泣き疲れたら　眠ればいい
傷口は二人でうめればいい
僕だって強くないし　
思うよりずっと細い
悲しかったらその分を泣いてあっていい
そしてその涙の温度はずっと忘れない
だから僕らはもう何も怖くない
何も怖くない

シド・涙の温度

次郎・エンジン
写真・鎌倉、１１月、Aya-chan

Züri West - Fingt ds Glück eim

いつもいつか着くでしょう。
いつもいつか歩き続くでしょう。
どんなに深い海を渡ってもいつもいつか着くでしょう。
どこか誰かが何かに踏んで扉が開いてる。
いつか運は貴方を見つける。
駐車所の時かも。そして急にまた家の匂いがする。
いつか自分が誰かと知るようになる。
いつか自分の居場所ちゃんと分かるさ。
そして誰かがテーブルにあるあなたのカップ
の隣に二つ目のカップを置くよ。
いつか運は貴方を見つける。
バス停の時かも。そして急にまた家の匂いがする。

Bensch - Sorry

Give me time, air to breathe. I need to go on, won't give in. Cherished our time and learned a lot, but we've been walking way too far on this wrong road. Need my peace and space for myself. Everything's gonna be alright, just don't let anyone ever again treat you the way I did. Sorry for my doings and mistakes. Sorry for the fights and complaints. I wish I could act differently, wish I could relax but it's getting on me. Hate myself for this. Wish I could turn back time and do it otherwise. You don't have to shout anymore, don't have to wake up with troubles. Sorry that I really mean it. Sorry that it's not working anymore. Loved you but it's passed. I've reached a point where I have to go. Sorry that it's not possible anymore. Sorry that I can't be happy with you. Loved you but the love burned away. It has to be, I put an end to it now. I need freedom or I'll suffocate. Have to go out, get away from you. You know I must, so please smile a bit. I see your tears, hear your sobbing. Don't be ashamed, the only shame is that I can't take you in my arms anymore and console you. The feelings are vanished, I really can't get any closer. Sorry that I need to go now. Sorry that I know it's hard. Can't handle your clinging anymore. Believe me, there's another person for you. I'm still young, wanna try my chances, search for more. Need to leave you behind and close this door while I yet ask myself whether there's any love left. Think I got used to you too much. It's destroying everything, I only see what I don't like about you, your faults and flaws. Nothing's good, only negative things. Sorry that I can't get rid of these thoughts. Sorry that I don't want your love. Think we don't have anything to talk about anymore and if, we only get louder and louder. This is not the only reason, but I go now, don't see us as one anymore. D'like to stay but something's pulling me away.
Sorry that the love is gone

Reba's looking out of the window

She married when she was twenty
She thought she was ready
Now she's not so sure
She thought she'd done some living
But now she's just wonderin'
What she's living for
Now she's feeling that there's something more
Is there life out there?
So much she hasn't done
Is there life beyond
Her family and her home?
She's done what she should
Should she do what she dares?
She doesn't want to leave, she's just wonderin'
Is there life out there?
She's always lived for tomorrow
She's never learned how
To live for today
She's dyin' to try something foolish
Do something crazy
Or just get away
Something for herself, for a change
Would she do it the same as she did back then?
She looks out the window and wonders again
Is there life out there?
She doesn't wanna leave, she's just wonderin'
Is there life out there?

Spontania's Firework

Since when don't you dance anymore in the middle of the rain?
Since when have you forgotten the heart that flew high into the sky?
Since when don't you try to count the countless stars anymore?
Since when have the glimpses of the fireworks disappeared?
Since when did you forgot to laugh out loud so innocently?
Since when do you feel lonely when the night falls?
Since when don't you look up into the sky anymore?
Since when have you gotten used to giving up?
Since when have you noticed the dim light of the fireflies?
Has the wish you made to the shooting star been fulfilled? Has your heart been freed from the burdens? How much time has passed since then? What happened to that wish?
Don't let all the smiles, the laughter, the tears be in vain. Just because you've grown up, it does not mean that you aren't a child anymore. You have it in you, you know... the pure starlight you feel you've been loosing step by step and searching for ever since.

Screenshot from Micro of DefTech - Hana No Uta PV

The Blue Sky of Aqua Timez

The wind of this city sets the people free to the future. In turn, the people of this city hide their grief in the wind; an ongoing creature that laughs the more the sadder the situation is. Just like today, wildly struggling while carrying hopes. We've learned to hold a strong will, an invisible greatness. Coming this way, we now think we can seriously fight, seriously live. Yet we walk while we tumble, laugh while we cry in the chink between ones own delights and sorrows. Now matter how strong you might be, actually, everyone lives just in the same repetition of despair and hope.
We humans always seem to wander through a ocean too blue, through a sky too high.
Living beings are not given weary eternity and that's all the more a reason why we should be able to thoroughly go on living. There's more than one kind of strength, more than one kind of gentleness. And so I continue to stumble through my limited time, meeting many different mes.
We humans always seem to wander through a ocean too blue, through a sky too high.

Tokio`s Phonograph

This rotating record, drawing only hollow days, is slowly sinking into my hearts cells, approaching the past, which you had foretold, without notice. Even though I want to become one with you, we drift apart. We, who search for the suns rays, only repeat our meaningless smiles. And another hollow sunday has passed.
If we only could just express everything, how easy would it be. But we gently hid our true hearts. Because what we were searching for that day, was a bit different from a farewell, wasn't it? I still can't tell what is precious and what not. I can only tell that soon, all the unnecessary and disturbing things will vanish. And now, I am only praying that you won't.
If we only could express everything, how easy would it be. Yet, I am still hiding a couple of words. What we held in our arms that day was bigger that anything. And If everyone should be heading into the same direction, then I wanna spend my days, that I feel I saw once already and can't get used to, then I wanna spend these days by your side.

Remioromen Akashia Single Cover

We are only humans (Remioromen)

They say, on the other side of loneliness' coast, there is a smile.
But what will be waiting there for us, when we reach it?
Not in order to run away, but in order to fulfill a dream
were we supposed to go on this journey, on that summer day long long ago
Even if I have had seen our tomorrow, I still couldn't breath
Like a ship that's running against the stream
I now make my way forward
Even if I already am accustomed to solitude, is the moon shining clear
and I fly away on my wings without feathers
More and more, making my way forward
into a strong... a strong light

Wallpaper by Aya-chan

Do It Like The Funky Monkey Babys!

真実を掴みかけて　でも信じると裏切られて
そうしても君は何も言わずに微笑んでる　無邪気な瞳　素直なまま
その笑顔に救われた　その笑顔で報われた
そうだ　今から明日へ旅立とう　「今日はありがとう」

大切な事って一体なんだろう？　思ってるより簡単だよ!

No Smile No Life

Orange KI-ZU-NA

涙こぼし合って泣いた夜も　
くだらない話で朝まで笑った日々も
忘れない　
今の私を支える宝物だから
何々を知ったり　何々を知らなかったり　
もう関係ないさ
皆がいつも転がる　広がる　また転がる
見上げれば　ほら　友の声が胸に響いてる
これだけは　消えないさ

一歩　一歩　ただ前へ　一歩　一歩　幅合わせ
転びそうなら　この手を掴め　皆で歌え
一歩　一歩　ただ前へ　一歩　一歩　幅合わせ

Chihiro's Fear

Gentle things are very scary
So scary that I even start to cry
In order not to hurt anyone
I dance all alone
You know very well
That one day, you'll loose everything
Well to such an extent that you only feel sorrow
So, why do you still intend to live
Even though you can't believe anything anymore?

優しいものはとても怖いから泣いてしまう
誰にも傷が付かないように一人で踊る
失う時がいつか来る事も知ってるよ
あなたは悲しい程
それでもなぜ生きようとするの？
何も信じられないくせに

Cry Baby by Seamo

夢に向って僕必死だった
うまくいかなくて失敗ばっか
世間の雨は冷たくて誰にも本音言えなくて
そう、思えば、いつも僕は無理に笑ってた
強がってた　気を張ってた　涙こらえてた
Now Cry Baby
今日は我慢せずに泣いてみな　思い切り
洗い流してみれば　素直になれた

悩みないのようなあの大空だって
いつも冷静じゃないよな
けど雨が降ると雲が消えてまた晴れるんだ
そう、僕たちも同じでしょう
泣いた後はそこに光射す
涙が洗い流して素直に笑える
So Cry Baby And Free Your Soul

Collective Soul

There she stumbles, falling to her knees
You'd think she tripped on reality
You'll witness tragic comedies
That's the world in which she leads
Sure you'd walk a million miles
To give her all that she needs
But she would walk a million more
To do what she believes

She'll just sugar kiss you off
and just have another perfect day

Eternity In A Memory

First of all
must go your scent upon my pillow
and then
I'll say Goodbye to your whispers in my dreams
and then
our lips will part in my mind and in my soul
because your kiss
went deeper than my skin

What I never had the nerve to ask

Surrender
every word every thought every sound
Surrender
every touch every smile every frown
Surrender
all the pain we've endured until now
Surrender
all the hope that you lost I have found

Surrender yourself to me

Wallpaper by Aya

Vitamin L(ove)

There you see her, sitting there across the way
She don't got a lot to say but there's something about her
And you don't know why but you're dying to try
You wanna kiss the girl

My oh my, look like the boy's too shy
Ain't gonna kiss the girl
Ain't that sad?
Ain't it a shame?
Too bad, he gonna miss the girl

Now's your moment, floating in a blue lagoon
You better do it soon, no time will be better
She don't say a word and she won't say a word
Until you kiss the girl

Don't be scared, you got the mood prepared
Go on and kiss the girl
Don't stop now, don't try to hide it how
You wanna kiss the girl
So float along, listen to the song
The song say kiss the girl
The music play, do what the music say
You've gotta kiss the girl

Billy Talent's Devil

A devil in the midnight mass

killed the boy inside the man
The holy water in his hands
could not wash away his sins

Hold your breath, then count to four
Pinky swears don't work no more

Put my trust in God that day
not the men who taught his way
I was alive but now I'm singing

Silent Night for the rest of my life
Silent Night for the rest of my life

So hold your breath and count to four

Wallpaper created by Aya