Announcement

I'm not gonna wait for someone to save me from a dull, boring life
I'm gonna do so myself
I have it in me
You have it in you
They have it in them
So don't let go. Move along!

I wanna believe in people
I'm gonna love and I'm gonna hurt
I'm gonna get loved and I'm gonna get hurt
Whatever the world will throw at me
I'm gonna take it on with anticipation

As long as I follow my heart
my way will clearly shine before me
Maybe I can't see where it'll lead yet
but I'm curious enough to find out!^_~

The lucky ones

Imagine... as soon as 2007 will start... and everyone begins anew...
you'll be locked away.

This is what will happen with my friend. There was a time he made a mistake. Prison is his pay. 3 to 5 years.

While we all will continue to normally follow our way.. go out and play... have fun .. and work for our future
he'll stay in a vacuum of static time. No past, no perspective. No freedom, no own decisions. Only rules. And regret.
A caged bird. A black sheep. Locked away in the darkest corner of the country, only able to hope for some letters from the outside world in order not to loose sense of time.

Think of my friend everytime you choose to go out of the door. Because it's not as a natural given thing as we tend to pretend it is.

3 years are an unbelievable long time. What will you be doing by then? At least he will still be in his cell.
I wish for you a better 2007 that for my friend. Let's get conscious of our uncountable possibilities to live in this world. Let us respect and honour them. And no matter how unsatisfied or annoyed we are, let's keep in mind that the decision is ours. Since we are the lucky ones.

Kinder an die Macht by Christina Stürmer

(Translation)
Armies out of Goldbears, tanks out of marzipan
Wars get eaten, simple plan, childlike geniously
There's no Good, no Bad
There's no Black, no White
There're only spaces between your teeth
and instead of surpressing
You'll get sentenced to lifelong consume of strawberry icecream
Always up for a surprise

Let the children take command!
They don't calculate their doings
The world beongs into children's hands
No more cloudy thoughts!
We'll be beaten down with laughters
Children to the power!

Today is supposed to be the best day of the year for a child! So let us all together get these innocent eyes to sparkle brightly as they watch the lights on the christmas tree!
A jolly christmas everyone!^_^

Lullaby of a left lover

My feelings for you have
become deep and meaningless.
And if you call me today
I'll say that I'm fine
Still...
Why do all the good things come to an end?

与えられた命を感謝しおう

部屋に差し込む光が
何て気持ちいい朝なんだ
大きな伸びをしたら
涙と欠伸が出た
珍しく早く起きた
いい事ありそう、こんな日は
特に予定はないけど
今からどこか振り出そうか

真っ直ぐ輝くシサイドの
力ぬいた天を映ろう
365の昨日よりのさらに楽しくなる今日

Farwell to a prisoner

今まで、色々な良い事も
悪い事もありました。
心の中に
その経験が映します。
胸にある重さは苦しすぎそう
自分を失いそうになる
時もあると思います。
それで、
強い心を持ちなさい。
君だけにある力を信じなさい。
人生は何度も色変えるから
頑張ってください

Bad Taste Party

Haha, I just LOVE my friends! They're adorable, aren't they?! ^.~

Yuuki

To comprehend the value of one year
- just ask the student who failed his etrance exam.
To comprehend the value of one month
- just ask the mother who gave birth to a premature baby.
To comprehend the value of one week
- just ask the editor of a weekly newspaper.
To comprehend the value of one hour
- just ask the lovers who are waiting to meet.
To comprehend the value of one minute
- just ask the people who missed their stop on the train.
To comprehend the value of one second
- just ask the one who managed to avoid an accident just in time.
To comprehend the value of one thenth of a second
- just ask the one who ended up with the silver medal at the Olympics.

The hands of the clock will continue ticking. Therefore, treasure every moment you have. And treat today as the utmost gift you'll have.

R

Rereget
never trust, never try
Rage
never leash, never loose
Reality
never believe, never bother
Reason
never known, never kept
Rail
never go, never stay

Song for the Unloved

Just do with it as you please
Tear it apart, hold it tight, I don't care
Since I'm willingly giving it to you
The power over me
For the only sake of
You knowing of my existence

~ so abuse, destroy, torture and hate ~
~ so caress, embrace, miss and love ~
~ so kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep ~

Supergirl by Reamon

And then she'd say it's ok, I got lost on the way
But I'm a Supergirl and Supergirls don't cry
And she'd say it's alright, I got home late last night
But I'm a Supergirl and Supergirls just fly

夢で会えたら

もし夢で君と会えたら、ずっと君の手を離さない。
そして、目が覚めて
「ああ、全部夢だった」と気づいている時
あの手がしっかり捕まるように、
まだその夢へ戻られる為に祈っています。
気づいていなければよかったのに。

Of one good man

His whole life, he's been a simple, honest and hardworking man. My grandfather.
I think a lot about how it used to be.
We three kids went every weekend to the countryside to stay at my grandparents house. It's a good place.
We'd wake up, have breakfast with Grandma and then play all day long in the garden and the fields near the house with my cousins and the children from the neighbourhood.
By the time Granpa came home from the construction side, he would go for a bycicletour with us every evening. First he, leading the way, then my brother, me and my sister. We'd change order from time to time. We rode through fields and over rivers and when we'd get home after an hour or two, my grandma already made one of her tasty dishes.
It was a good time.
I try to think of it when I enter the clean withe room of the hospital my grandpa is now living in. I try to think of it when I look into his eyes and realize: He does not know who I am.
His world has become full of unkown faces and places. Only waiting for his brain and heart to finally give in... I've become afraid of him.
Can you at least remember what date it is today?
I'm sorry Grandpa.
Happy Birthday

Like A Cherry Blossom

"Death is immoral, living is a prior duty"
Yet, they're trained to die
as instruments of the government
In front of a great enemy
desperately rearing up one last time
in self suicide attacks
Pilotboys with deadly freights
entrusting only their diaries
their angst, their hopelessness
"I hope the day will come,
when we don't have to kill people we cannot hate"
The only comfort in the idea
that their sacrifices will live on
save their children
be remembered through generations
and be forgiven
Inside the waiting loop of death
only granted a short life on this earth
and just like the cherry blossoms
ending at the peak of their beauty

their were called the Kamikaze

Orange Days

She said:
I knew it was a one sided love, but it was my only love. I had treasured it inside of me. For a long time, I had always treasured it. Put it into my right hand and held it close to me.
But you know... when I opened my palm again, there was nothing. Emptiness. There was nothing.
Stupid, isn't it...

He said:
Hey... try opening your left hand... Am I there?